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Visionary Priest And Reading The Signs Of Our Time

Featured by rejoiceandpraise, posted in awareness, Chastisement, Christian Blogger, Christianity, Illumination of Conscience, prophecy, Prophetic, Revelations, Xavier Reyes-Ayral

I post this talk with Fr. Rodrigue, and Xavier Reyes-Ayral on the John Henry Show for my readers to get a glimpse of our world outside our normal tunnel vision. It is reading the signs of the times we live in with consolation and desolation – with discernment. It is seeking for graced awareness and the lifting of our veils.

There are many who have been gifted with personal prophecies and visions, and oftentimes they are warnings and graced awareness of our world and where it’s heading. Visions and understanding the signs of our time helps us prepare and tighten our spiritual belt less we get seduced by the things in our world.

Listen with a discerning heart and always asking for God’s grace and guidance:

God Bless 💕🙏

Aside:

On December 30th, 2022 I was praying the Rosary for Benedict XVI’s health at St. Michael’s Cathedral in Toronto. While praying, an unspoken voice told me to pray instead for the arms of Jesus to lift him up into heaven. I was also told it is an end of an era. Pope Benedict XVI died the next day.

Grasping For Air

by rejoiceandpraise, posted in Art Therapy, awareness, Bible, Catholic Faith, Catholic Journey, Catholicism, Christianity, creativity, Depression, Faith, God, Jesus, My journey with Jesus, Personal Reflection, Poetry, Poetry/Lyric, Praise, sketching, Spirituality

smog covers the sky

like a blanket of despair

Grasping for air

to see beyond the stratosphere

I offer a silent prayer to all the firefighters battling the flames

For those forced to move out of its fiery path

There are things and situations that are literally out of our control, when all we can do is take the time to breathe. To see beyond the smoggy din that surround our lives and grasp for air.

Breathing Space (June 6, 2023)

Looking out into the ominous sky, I look beyond it and look deeply at its implications for my own well being. I can let it drag my mood down, or look beyond it to see hope. Within my magnified space, I offer up a silent prayer to God for all the firefighters working vigorously to put out the flames. I pray for all those who have been displaced by the gravity of the forest fires (Quebec). I let God do his job.

breathing space

just to breathe. i am alive

grasping for air

my magnified space

allowing myself to go with the flow

Don’t forget Jesus too often withdraw from his disciples to pray: 16 But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed. Luke 5:16

Philippians 4:6 reminds us to take the time and offer up our angst and worries to God:

6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

God Bless 💖🙏

State Of Flow

by rejoiceandpraise, posted in Art Therapy, Catholic Faith, Catholic Journey, Christian Blogger, Christianity, creative expression, Faith, Forgiveness, illness, inspiration, joy, Reflection, sketching, Spirituality, Testimony, watercolours

There is anxiety and stress. There is also depression. Coming from a Christian and Chinese cultural milieu, I use to feel guilt that I would have these conditions.

As part of my own psychological and spiritual journey, I now acknowledge that it’s ok to go through anxiety, stress, fear and even depression. Going through life changes and growth is never easy. It can disable me, or it can create so much fear and panic that I don’t want to leave the confines of my home.

I have been working with a St. Ignatius Spiritual Director for the past few years as part of my own spiritual journey to love, know and do God’s will. Part of this is shedding away all the layers of “things” piled upon me in my 60 plus years of life.

The awareness of how much psychological and emotional baggage I carry on my shoulders is daunting. Spiritual awareness is letting go of all the “stuff” that keeps me from God.

Hand in hand in my spiritual journey the past few months is seeing my art therapist. Through visualization, I can explore those areas in my psyche which chains me. Art therapy and my spiritual direction helps in healing me to be the person I was meant to be in God’s image.

I am going through a personal transformation and letting go of emotional and psychological chains to becoming my authentic self. Free from the sins of the “father” and all those “ism” that has unconsciously molded and shaped the neurotic, anxious and stressed out me. It is and has been a healing journey.

Christian work ethic was my moral compass. Topped with the drive, angst and expectations of my immigrant parents – where my Chinese cultural repertoire often conflicted with my Christian one. I was a CBC – Canadian born Chinese.

The pace of life since university and then career set the pace for the next 30 years. It shaped my friendships and social environment. Fast forward into my 60s is the realization that I existed in a pressure cooker. The past many months have seen me breaking free to find my authentic self in the mundanity of my life. The career that once gave me much joy, is now but a shallow prison. Friendships were based on a thin thread of association and easily sever (for the first time C.S. Lewis’ The Four Loves made sense). I let the “stuff” of the world come between me and God.

Aside:

Luke 24 is pivotal in my state of flow. Mediating on Mary Magdalene’s grief over the death of her beloved friend and the disciples focus on the current news until they recognize Jesus when he broke bread, all help me understand that peace and joy comes only from fixing our focus on Jesus.

With my eyes on Jesus, I can move towards healing my mind, body and soul. All those angst and inner pain starts to slowly flow out of me. Yes, it is taking proactive action on my part to get better. Now, I can move towards the next phase of my life because my gaze is on Jesus. Only then can I let go of my baggage. I can now grieve and walk towards the light – because I am safe in Jesus’ embrace.

Resource: The Catholic Guide To Depression, by Aaron Kheriaty

The Four Loves, by C. S. Lewis https://ia800104.us.archive.org/27/items/fourloves01lewi/fourloves01lewi.pdf

Thank you for letting me share my journey with you. Jesus loves each of us at whatever point in life we are at. I pray that each of you walk with him into the light. All the things we once deemed important, hurtful, or heavy falls to the wayside.

God Bless 🙏💕

Compass

by rejoiceandpraise, posted in art, Art Therapy, awareness, Christian Blogger, Christianity, inspiration, Spiritual Direction, Spiritual Journey, Testimony

The Rhythm of My Life (2021)

Looking into the blue. The deep reaches to you layered by the hazy translucent clouds and wisp of white clouds moving to life’s beat – the rhythm of my life.

Into the stratosphere I think to myself – how beautiful is your creation. My soul longs to reach out to you.

I rejoice and sing songs of praise to your beauty. My heart explodes in love as I think how wonderful it is to have you in my life.

I imagine I have wings to fly high to you. But I can. My soul can swirl up high towards you.

Funeral March Sketches (April/May 2023)

Much of this new body of work arises out of a many weeks meditation and prayer on Luke 24.

My son calls this phase of my life my “Funeral March.” He said this as a joke as we reflected on his photographs of me, but it gave me pause for thought.

Hence, I coin this body of work and reflection Funeral March.

Grieving

Yes, there is definitely grieving as I let go – of all the “isms” that have molded and shaped my life. Now is the time to return to my authentic self – the person I was created to be before all the baggage was piled up upon me to the point where I was no longer recognizable – to myself. Grace awareness is what I call this journey.

What is reflected back at me?

Looking towards the light – peace and joy can only exist when I let go.

Working with an Art Therapist and a Spiritual Director goes hand in hand (for me). Healing is not only about self care, but also within – the soul. My body is temporal, my soul is eternal.

Thanks to my readers for letting you share this process with you.

Blessings and I pray your path is filled with joy and peace in your spiritual journey. 💖🙏

Understanding Vatican II

by rejoiceandpraise, posted in Catholic Teaching, Catholicism, Christian Blogger, Christianity, Ralph Martin, Vatican II

I have been befuddled and sometimes mired in the negativity surrounding Vatican II. This has also lead to having a critical mind frame – and taking my focus off Jesus.

In this post I am sharing a great conversation on Vatican II which has help me see all that it encompasses. It helps in understanding and seeing through all the controversial din.

I am the first to admit I have been confused by the criticism of well meaning traditionalists and more contemporary commentators on Vatican II. Discernment on my part was necessary not to get dragged into all the controversy and cloud my own spiritual walk with Jesus. Keeping my eyes focused on Jesus and his love for all regardless of sin, illness, race and ethnicity has helped me.

Aside:

I have been going through my own spiritual “Dark Night” Of The Soul, and will share this when I am able to articulate this journey.

Thinking and praying for all my readers, and May God Bless all. 🙏💐💕

Note: Dark Night of the Soul by St. John of the Cross https://www.carmelitemonks.org/Vocation/DarkNight-StJohnoftheCross.pdf

Drawing Nearer A Step At A Time

by rejoiceandpraise, posted in Catholic Faith, Catholic Journey, Christian Blogger, Christianity, Faith, inspiration, Jesus, Personal Reflection

I read this verse today , and it resonates with challenges in my Faith journey.

“Guard your steps when you go to the house of God; to draw near to listen is better than to offer the sacrifice of fools; for they do not know that they are doing evil. Be not rash with your mouth, nor let your heart be hasty to utter a word before God, for God is in heaven, and you upon earth; therefore let your words be few.”–Ecclesiastes 5:1-2

God Bless each of you as you take one step at a time towards Jesus Christ and grow into a better “you” in your existence before God🙏💕

A New Beginning

by rejoiceandpraise, posted in Christian Blogger, Christianity, inspiration, Personal Reflection

My thoughts today (Aside)

Today I felt a joy brewing

A spring in my steps

What’s passed remains in the past

I can rejoice in a risen Christ

Now Jesus is the bridge to the Father

His resurrection let’s me draw closer to God

No longer something out there beyond my grasp

Meditation On The Risen Jesus

In the shadow of death

May we not look back to the past but seek in utter darkness the dawn of God.

Lord, enfold me in the depths of your heart; and there hold me, refine, purge, and set me on fire, raise me aloft, until my own self knows utter annihilation.

Pierre Teilhard de Chardonnay, SJ

God Bless 🙏💕☀️