A Stronger Me In My Own Existence

Being Called by the Holy Spirit


I’ve been struck by the outpouring of grief on X following the tragic passing of Charlie Kirk. Many are touched by his loss, yet some may not fully grasp the deep Christian faith that anchors his family during this time. How, in the face of such a profound loss, can his wife find the strength to forgive?

From a Christian perspective, forgiveness is a powerful testament to faith and God’s transformative work in our lives. Jesus calls us to release our pain and burdens to Him, for He promises, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls” (Matthew 11:28-29, NIV). Forgiveness is not about excusing the hurt but about entrusting it to Christ, who carries our sorrows and leads us toward healing.

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True forgiveness requires unwavering trust in Jesus and the hope of eternal life. As Christians, we believe that “neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers… can separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Romans 8:38-39, NIV). This faith allows us to surrender even the deepest wounds to God’s greater plan.

I experienced this personally when my father passed away when I was 33. Instead of being consumed by grief, I found comfort in celebrating his life and his faithful service to God’s work on earth. One night, the Holy Spirit blessed me with a vivid dream—a moment of peace in a beautiful garden where I sat with my dad. In that dream, I felt God’s presence, assuring me that He had called my father home early because his earthly mission was complete. My dad, radiant with joy, urged me to forgive the doctors, even as some in my family held onto anger. His words echoed Christ’s teaching: “Forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing” (Luke 23:34, NIV). Through that dream, I understood that forgiveness is an act of obedience and trust in God’s perfect justice and love.

Faith in Jesus transcends human understanding. As Paul writes, “Now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known” (1 Corinthians 13:12, NIV). If Charlie Kirk’s passing has stirred your heart, it may be the Holy Spirit calling you to know Jesus more deeply. Charlie’s life and legacy are a spark, igniting the light of Christ within each of us. For some, that light is buried, struggling to shine in a world filled with darkness. Yet, through a relationship with Jesus, that light can blaze brightly, for He is “the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life” (John 8:12, NIV).

To those moved by Charlie Kirk’s life and death, I encourage you to take a step toward Jesus. If you’ve never heard of Him or don’t fully understand what it means to be a Christian, know that this moment is an invitation. Answer the call. Seek Him through prayer, Scripture, or a trusted Christian community. As the Bible promises, “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you” (Matthew 7:7, NIV).

I pray for all those touched by Charlie Kirk’s passing to discover the peace and hope found in Jesus Christ. May His love guide you, and may His light shine through you. 🙏✨